I've not been blogging as often or honestly as I'd like to, so a lot of my thoughts have been bubbling, growling, stewing. I need my blog to let these things out, to give myself time to make rational decisions and then file them away neatly. Out of the cluttered mind, bottled thoughts.
It feels so good to sit down and talk about things on here and I have missed it so much. I've been so focused on the outcomes that I've not given myself the time to reflect properly. I know how important blogging has been for me (i.e. last year I blogged a lot and it really informed my work), I know that I need it to sort myself out, but I get up, go to uni, make the work, come home and finish personal doll orders then sleep. There's not enough time in the day, even though a blog post can take just 10 minutes. Any chance I get, I find something that seems more 'important'. I haven't been able to justify that time with my anxiety. I'm fighting a losing battle here and this is the first time I've managed to punch in a proper blog post in a while but I'm not going to budge until I'm back on top of this.
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